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Free Premium Membership? Free SKINS? FREE ZOMBIE SKINS? Hell yeah! Thank you, DeviantArt! I am totally going ape-crazy right now.

Pretty much... this whole journal entry was created just to flaunt my new skin, where you can install here: fav.me/d2420d5
The creator of this is totally awesome; no wonder this is the most popular skin. I was half-tempted to go Potter-fy my Journal at first... but my unconditional love for the undead won out.

So... to be honest, other than the whole skin-thing, there isn't much to report. Stormy's life is currently very, very dull and full of thoughts that shouldn't be thought. My mentality is a fickle one; whenever things are good, I have to think of bad things. And when things are bad, I think of even worse things. And when I'm high on sugar... that's when I write horror.
On a more serious note, I've been having a lot on my mind lately. Nothing big or life-changing... just ramblings. I've come to the conclusion that while I claim to be some happy-go-lucky romanticist (did I spell that right? I can't see straight; stupid, dirty glasses), I really do not have... happy-go-lucky thoughts. I'm scared; scared of the future. My mind has been full to the brim with what ifs and what nots, and I find myself frightened by the prospet of tomorrow. I'm scared of growing up. Maybe that's part of growing up. Maybe I'm just deprived of sugar right now. Maybe I just need to step away from the computer. Maybe I should just relax and do as some nifty sign in the catalogue told me: "Tomorrow is tomorrow, the past is the past, but today is a gift-that's why it's called a 'present.'" Eh... I'm thinking too much.

Now with that totally random rant-thingy over with, I'm going to say something real quick: I AM A HYPOCRITE. And a jerk.
Here I go bashing crappy, n00b RPers all the time since I am a self-proclaimed 'veteran' when I made all the mistakes they did back in the day (wow... I sound old). I found some old character sheets I filled out when I first joined the forums (I have most of my characters saved on Word documents).Now I want to run head-first into a wall; was I really that... that... that stupid? Seriously? '17 and graduated high school and college?' 'Slim but curvy' bodies? 'Outgoing, but kind-of sky (YES; I mades typos)?' WHAT THE HECK WAS WRONG WITH ME?

*deep breath*

Ooookay... moving on from that.

To those who I promised commissions to: don't worry; I didn't forget. Just been busy with some stuff. I'm hoping to get 'em done this weekend.

I think that about wraps up this obnoxiously long journal entry. Expect more in the-wait, you know what? I am not even going to think about tomorrow. I'm going to think about now... and how I want to make another entry.

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I'm in an art funk. My imaginary friends refuse to talk to me and have thrown a big ole' writer's block at my head. My brain fails when I pick up a pen. My ideas lay beyond an imaginary force field; one that refuses to yield no matter how many times I try to blow the frickin' thing up.

So... I'm in need of a new weapon: inspiration.

So, my friends (you know who you are), care to help me out?

I'm thinking I might do commisions; either written or drawn (heck; maybe both). Only one at a time (maybe two if I'm feeling giddy), and from those who are listed as my friends. No payment is required.

Want one? Just tell me what you want, i.e. a picture or written piece, and then describe to me how you want the canvas filled. I'm only taking requests on ORIGINAL CHARACTERS; no fan-fiction (fan-art may be different, depending on if I know the fandom). I'll do couple/pairing pieces, too. Romance, comedy, horror... Just tell me what you want and I'll try and do something. Mind you... these commissions may take a while, especially any fiction pieces. What can I say? I'm a procrastinator. Big time.

Written pieces will most likely be a short story. Drawings will be sketched, inked, and then colored.
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HETALIA

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... yeah, I have fallen into the craze. I blame Des fully for this. YES; I AM IMMATURELY POINTING A FINGER AT YOU!

So, anyways, I just watched... actually, I forgot how many episodes I watched. But so far, here are my thoughts:
1. Germany is HOTHOTHOTHOTHOT.
2. Austria's voice is irksome and hilarious at the same time.
3. The end-song to every episode is totally frickin' annoying.
4. Germany is HOTHOTHOTHOTHOT.
5. Italy is funny as hell, but I expected him to look more... Italian.
6. I like how little references and tellings of real, actual history are given in the episodes.
7. Am I the only one expecting a threesome between Germany, Italy, and Japan? I even came across this actual picture taken from old WWII propaganda in my history book the other day that pretty much showed such... relations.
8. GERMANY IS HOT.
9. America's personification is surprisingly, obnoxiously accurate.
10. I was personally hoping for England to be more of a well-dressed, literate, back-stabbing snob. Still, I like his depiction and voice actor.
11. To concur with one episode's description: France is dreamy.
12. Germany is hot.
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'There are some people who are getting fake on dA. >-> They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends and page views they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Re-post this if you are a friend... Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".'

Posted that just for kicks. And to make a blatant point:
Continuing some thread of chainmail does not mean you have friends or not. Just because they copy and paste this to their journal does not mean that you actually mean something to someone. It just means they spreading some internet STD about, which is exactly what the above is; chainmail, the disease of the World Wide Web.
Seriously; you know who your friends are. That message means nothing. So seriously, cut the crap and instead of posting generic, overly hyped and greasy, dirty spam, go and actually talk to your friends.

And please; don't spread this message.

Now, on a completely random note to not make this a complete rant: my teeth hurt. Stupid molars.
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I believe the emblem of my t-shirt can accurately describe how I am feeling about now:
What. The. Hell.

Today, as I was brainstorming and hammering ideas out for my novel after turning off the television playing 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer,' I stumbled across an old document of mine in Word. It was an old story I had written two years ago, according to the electronic date. Simply titled 'The Wedding,' it brought back old, light-hearted and foolish memories spent with my friend, who was the only one in on the supposedly secret project. Out of curiosity on how my writing has changed, I decided to take it from the dusty old storage cabinets of my computer and give it a once over.

… I refuse to believe I was the one who wrote this. I swear I was hit on the head or possessed. It is the only rational explanation.

Now I admit, my imagination during that time of my life was… ah, for little else to describe it as, 'questionable.' Very wild, carefree, and oddly violet (I blame the latter on being hooked to the 'Final Destination' franchise since I was 9). But that was no excuse for me to bring forth this… this… literal abomination!

Oh, it was a fanfiction to beat the worst of fanfictions!  A terrible, delinquent day-dream written down to store for safekeeping and, I assume, treasured recollections (or perhaps I was penning it to give myself a good laugh later on). It featured all of my beloved characters from several different worlds all horribly OOC (out of character), cringe-worthy description, and a dastardly depiction of myself which clearly illustrates my vast insecurities of the time as I wrote myself into the Queen of Mary-Suedom. The only 'decent' thing I can say is that I at least had a fair command of the English language and near impeccable grammar.

Other than that, however, it was… huh, I cannot pick a word to describe how gut-wrenching it was. I would have made the 'Twilight' fangirls seem halfway sane with my oh-so-wondrous written marriage to my all-time favorite character, Bartimaeus. I believe I now fully understand why I didn't have many friends during that year, and why the ones I did have considered me to be an asylum escapee.

I can only be thankful I had the brains to stop this stupidity. Now I must seriously analyze my current writing; reading this has given me paranioa.

And to those who know me: yes, I am fully aware that concerning my modern opinions and this piece of history I come across as hypocritical, and yes, I was madly in love with a fictional character in a sense that challenged my mental stability.
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